sorry

sorry, i have a had bad few weeks, hence the lack of blogging. i am not sure if i should blog about my health issues or vent about my frustrations...so i just haven't. i don't want to be a downer so i have just been avoiding blogging. well, i need someone to talk to now...haha so hold on.

it seems like lately, anything that can go wrong has gone wrong. everything seems to be breaking! everything seems to be falling apart! everyday i seem to have a new ailment! everyday just seems bad lately! i just want to get out of this funk. everyday i wake up thinking okay today is going to be better, and within in a hour, something goes wrong. then i revert back to my funk. i am thinking one of these days it has to change, right?

it sure doesn't help that lately the kids just constantly seem cranky and whiny. My biggest pet peeve with kids is whiny voices. can't handle it. i swear i wasn't equipped with patience for whining. christian and allie are teething. and well maddie is a nature born whiner. so no difference there.

Maddie is also scared of thunder and lightening and has made allie scared of it too. well, last night we got a big storm. so i had vistors in bed last night. we dont really do co-sleeping. nothing against it, other than i just dont like people touching me. lol so it took me a hour to convince them to go back to bed. and i am one that doesnt fall back to sleep easily. and i definitely don't do well with lack of sleep. so i have been dragging all day.

i did manage to catch up on laundry, dishes, gardening, and even made a strawberry rhubarb cake. which is in the kitchen calling my name.

tootles!