i am alive!!

so i think its official i might have just failed in the blogging world :0) i havent blogged in well over a week! wow! i just have been feeling crappy, been busy and doing wildtree parties! i have been having horrible headaches/migraines everyday for almost 2 and half weeks! i didnt know if it was just hormonal due to the pregnancy or what. so i called the dr and they have been running tons of tests and taking lots of blood. well my thyroid is fine, so my meds for that dont have to be changed. my iron count is on the low range of normal so i am suppose to eat more red meats. then my glucose testing came back very high, so it looks like i have gestational diabetes this pregnancy. i had it with my first pregnancy so i am not too upset this time around. i mean when i found out that i had it with my first pregnancy i cried for days! this time i just cried for a bit. but i think i only cried this time, was because my dr is making me do the 3 hour glucose test "just to make sure" i am truly diabetic. come on, i had it my first pregnancy and was borderline with my second pregnancy so just say i have it now and lets move on. i truly hate the 3 hour test. i wish there was a way not to do the test honestly! i get so ill!!! i mean when i had to do it the last time i almost completely passed out! i got so light headed, dizzy and sick to my stomach. i was miserable. i dont know how it was good for me or the baby. so i am really dreading to do it again this time. i dont want to go through that! so tuesday is my dreaded day for that test. so please pray everything goes well and i feel fine! okay i think i am done venting for now on that. well i suppose i should log off now and get some housework done before i start feeling crappy again! i only get a few hours each day if i am lucky without a headache. everyone enjoy the sun!